hellohello,today i chatted with J for as long as two hours.under the Christmas lights and chilly wind,all was awesome except for the absence of N.we gossiped,bitched,teased and gossiped,bitched,teased again.this fun was of karma earning points cycle never ends.sometimes i wonder how boring people can exclude this cycle and still get to live on.

even my dearest enemies XX and DeacadeD love this cycle. talking about my these 2 enemies i started to think about Gary.Z pastor words. He once said "one should learn to forgive and forget" although i never see that in him. There is always a but in everything. after remembering gary pastor words i would automatically remember Mother DebB " to forgive & never ever forget" so i am always confuse and in the end would give up forgiving.

anyway lets not talk about them.its so annoying these few days with all the homework and MSTS piling up i just dun like all these fucking crap stuff. i mean when MSTS are nearing we should have no homework or else where in the world is there time to study! i MUST do a 1000 word chanel event proposal,econs recession journal,pm tutorials.where is time it just keeps ticking like nobody's business.

its so frustrating about all these school stuff just like how mckey(boring,plain,awkward)won ANTM instead of samantha(cheerful,bubbly,commercial).

Three happy things this week is 1.i made four new friends in my elective class 2.today:) 3.MODE at DEPM/1B/01. i love the class with betty and amandasummers.amanda and me kept hiding Daniel Meade and Wilhelmina Slater slippers under desks which irritated them to the max.betty was awesome and so fun to be with.the trio-teasing-betty conversation i had during auotcads lesson was the best thing about that boring lesson.

Oh by the way i need those checkered vest & cheer up N

XOXO